...broke my heart into pieces (for the first time lor)
I think this is the closest that I get to feel in love (almost) & flirting.
I was managing a booth at a summer/winter camp. He liked what he saw, thinking that I was ths charming lady who know all about fine dining, table setting, cooking blah blah. He got my email through his friend’s friend who has friend that was the same batch with one of my senior in uni.
After we came back to Mehsia for good, he wanted to say the magic words but I wasn’t ready. The timing was simply not right. I was young, ambitious & unemployed!! So, he made jokes of it.
Towards the end, we ended up working together – me working under him. One fine day, he came back from an out-station trip (Kelantan if I’m not mistaken) & announced that he was engaged to a girl chosen by his mom (what mummy wanted). I was devastated & ran away for good (second time – first time due to the nature of my job (I could say work pressure except there was no work to be done at all) & he came after me - yeayy!!).
F, pls know that you’d touched my heart…& if I could turn back time!
Funny thing is, when I search through my email archives - look at what I've found!!
Subject: kalau I rindu macammana??
assalamualaikum rad..Aiseyman..boring laa you dah nak balik kampung,payah laa I nak dengar cerita you lagi unless you pakai internet jugakkat kampung(kat german kan?),I pun taktau laa, I tak pernah sampai kat belah2 sana,jelebu I biasa laa,siap ada sedara lagi orang minang.Macammana ni rad..macammana I nak tau cerita2 you lagi kalau you dah balik kampung?Kalau I rindu nanti macammana?takkan takda solution?I nak call,you tak bagi,kot nanti kena fitnah pulak..I tulis surat kat kampung you boleh?I rindu nanti,I know I will..I gonna miss you rad..Kalau you nak marah,go ahead,I tak kisah.Yang I tau, I akan rindu kat benda2 selama ni,I e mail you, baca e mail you..I tak tau apasal I jadi macamni,maybe I suka kawan dengan you kot..or maybe....Cakap pasal kejar ayam,ehhemmm..I ni orang kampong laaa,ayam,kambing,ular,biawak,semuaI dah kejar,masa kecik dulu,cabut bulu ayampun biasa dengan kengkawan,ayam yang kitaorang cilok aa...tapi tu dah lama dulu,masa I sekolah rendah,laa ni dah tak buat dah cilok mencilok ni.I pun dulu reti menjahit jugak, I pernah buat baju melayu sendiri masa buat A Level dulu,takle perfect,tapi I proud laa jugak dapat buat baju sendiri,fuhhh..susah wo,ada laa kat seminggu baru siap!Kalau buat sarung bantal,langsir,alter seluar..tu biasa laa I buat.Buat masa ni rumah tu tak jadi jual lagi,the price was not right,sewakan aje laa dulu.Punye laa penat basuh rumah,ni I baru je sampai ni,still dok terasa penat dia.Ok laa rad, I nak mandi laa.balas laa cepat b4 you balik kampung.Senang2 call laa kalau you rasa tak salah,tak pun..bagi laaI call you..please...you tau tak you comel?Bye budak comel!
P/s: While we're young tuuu....(feel so old now) I guess he's married with kids now - may he is blessed with happiness and guidance by Allah always.
Next instalment: Me & the Net/SMS/IM thingie...
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