It happened before and it happens again.
What I need (me being me) is just A Consistent, Daily Routine like the working of a clock. Someone who had Said The Three Words (like ‘I x you’) Easily and Its Variants needs to be aware of The Consequences of Bombarding Me with Messages Overnight (& Days too like 60max messages while I’m sleeping (which I don’t need & totally abhor) causing my hp to start acting up) and alternates with Days of Deadly Silence. No explanations. Nada. Zilch.
If it happened once or twice- I’d still give the person another chance. When it’s the third occurrence– what I did (Yes I did IT once, and am thinking of it again!) was to Severe All Forms of Communications: no pick up calls (short of barring the specific number since that’s what my hp not capable of doing), smses, chat or even email. After all, there’s nothing in it, isn’t it? Better Cut My Losses and Save My Pride. After all, you’re only A Number out of many (in my lil’ black book), merely a temporary distraction.
What is so difficult to understand that the Building-Up of Expectations cause nerve-wrecking havoc on my daily schedule? I know you’re busy and ..Hey! What A Surprise - I’m busy too – a simple msg saying ‘Im busy thus won’t be in touch with you for at least YEAR’ will do. Note that the previous sentence was Drippings With Sarcasm.
And be careful of what you’re saying too. If you Don’t Mean to Call Ever Again, PLEASE do not say, ‘I’ll call you tomorrow (or tonite)’. Don’t Make Promises That You Won’t Keep. Maybe for you, it’s Just A Lip Service. But I’m NOT like you. That is one of the characteristics of a hypocrite. Which goes right there on top of my List of Why I Should Never Consider You As My Friend.
Having said that, I’m surrounded by lotsa other ‘friends’ – meaning that losing one won’t harm me all. I CHOOSE who are my friends. Friends supposedly Understand The Meaning of Commitment, Being Right There For Each Other.
