It's only monday..

Awg: I payah nk pickup momentum again. Ayahnda baru kmbali ke rahmatullah 9 mac lalu. I miss hm so dearly. Tryin 2get bck my motivn.
-Innalillah….Al-Fatihah. May Allah gv u d strength dat u need. Doa dr anak yg soleh plus watkan amal jariah niatkan 4 hm.Tk special care of ur mom –arrange so shes x alone now.

Note: One of the signs dat we’re older – our parents are mostly gone (if not too late - better appreciate them now!) Most of my single friends are taking it harder since often times they're the one who stay behind to look after the parents..at least the married ones have each other to turn to.
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I jz got back home abt 2 weeks ago: Here goes now..

Emak tu mcm2 ngadu kat AN.dah tak tahan le tu.kita 9 beradik perlu menyenangkan hati mak.

Mak sakit tu bkn masalah, dia pun blh terima, dah tua.ada le kata2/sikap anaknya yg mengecewakan (What? WHAT? WHO?).ad*k tak terlibat (Thank God!).AN pun pening gak nak selesaikan, sensitif.

Jgn risau (AS IF??).tumpukan pada study.(@$%##&*????)

I did talk to mak as recent as yday (looking forward to see her dis Wed) but nothing gives…
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Win-win situation
Fren’s happy, me & hsemate happy too & landlord also (I guess). We’ll stay till end of next month -confirmed. In the mean time, I’ll overnite at her place from time to time.
Last Sat, I accompanied her to the cemetery – she bought bouquets of flowers (Im none too sure about this – does it serve a purpose? For the dead or the living? When I visited my late ayah’s, KT will ask me to bring along some of her roses & orchids too. And why is that new gravestones are covered with white clothes? In my kampung, they leave on a wooden umbrella too.)

While we’re there, there’s another burial/funeral taking place. Instead of reciting the tahlil kubur in Arabic as commonly done, the Imam said it all in Malay…and the tears just dropped slowly..

P/s: The she-cat is heavily pregnant, named Tom, who scratched my hands for trying to show her some compulsion. The he-cat is having some sort of buasir (stage 4? Initially I thot prostate cancer - there's a protuberance at his 'end'. She said her sis promised to take him to the vet - else I've a mind to report it to RSPCA - ada ke kat sini?)